January 2009:
10 months ago
I started this year with the worst luck. I lost all my reasons to exist in just 1 week of January.
I couldnt get out of bed because the depression I was experiencing was killing me. One day I was able to stand up and go and get a haircut, the next day I managed to apply for a job.
But soon the sorrow catched me again, and I spent 2 days without eating just laying in bed depressed. When I tried to get out of it, I fainted! Luckily my mother was there to pick me up and put me right into bed, then i was fed properly, but I must admit Im disgusted by food.
Im still in a training session and dont know if at the end Im gonna get the job or not, I guess in February we shall know.
