I have been dealing with this overweight issue for a while , but I have never cared about having 30 extra pounds.. until NOW! Because is now when I see this is fucking up my life. Not only I look bad in almost everything I wear but people constantly reminds me of what a nice body I had before. Is digusting how fat I’ve got…
Is even repulsive when I look in the mirror and then see how fit my boyfriend is.Im sick of hearing comments of how Im not up to his level because he looks like a model and I am fat.
And now everybody is pushing/encouraging me to loose weight before I visit him and his family.
Probably if I go looking like this, he will be embarrassed of me. The LAST thing I want is to make him go through ALL those comments Im exposed every day (coming from my own family).As I know he is a guy that can get practically any girl he wants, why woud he be with a fat one like me?
I will join the gym, I will get SQUASH lessons, and I will go to the nutritionist to get a diet!
THIS CANT CONTINUE…
THIS SHIT HAS TO END SOON!
