feel the fear and do it anyway

the only reason for fear of not doing something is actually what u wanted and u fear of admiting it.

so if u never try. your darkest fear is actually what u wanted.

if u just change the point of view. if there is nothing to lose and all thats to gain…

what else do u fear>?

What i fear the most….!!!!!

I fear of getting RICH… i fear of LOVE… i fear of being

HAPPY… I fear of a EASY LIFE!!!!

I am 22 years old. I see some of my friends can have stuff i

only dream about… cars, girls, cash, house..

why not me…. i work for peanuts…and i cant feed myself..

how on earth am i going to love somebody not know ..that i

CANNOT take care of them…

today is the last day i want to avoid of being rich and all

i am very weak…i like to run away from problems..

NO…is THIS IS ALL THAT I CAN TAKE..!!!

NO MATTTER HOW HARD LIFE… I AM GOING TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF

IT!!!!

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING…............................

I AM GOING TO EARN MY 10,000 IN 6 MONTHS TIME…..

2 YEARS IS MY 1ST 1,000,000

I DO IT OR I DIE TRYING… I NO LONGER CARE….

Well it was hell..but after that when i look back at it..it was not that bad.. i did ok i guess for 1st timer..

Next time …owned ..public speaking u are gone..

=_= well…i am going to do a public demo on my product..well now i am very scare..but..hell ya..i am going to do it anyway..even.. i get my ass..kick by my boss… ><

Hem..i not sure i ..love this girl or not..but i get along with her very well… the porblems is..i just broke up..and..am i too soon… to like someone else…

But… as fate play with me..she going to study…far away from me and ..she said that..maybe she will never come back here already..

I told her how i feel..but she said it is imposible…she going off.. but i dont want to hold her back..

But there is a problem with her also..she cant seem to forget about her ex…

Well what can i do..i fear that she will go and never come back… i will let her do it anyway..

As the sayings goes.. “what is yours is yours”..

Well i did it anyway.. I got her email from a friend.. sent her a email and wait for 2 weeks..

Well i guess is time to move on .. there is nothing to loss and everything to gain.

hemm dunno y add this entry. but i dont seem to have any fear.. or …i am …to get use with the free..that i dont think about it.. lol