write music

i make music, playing with chords and melodies but it never gets anywhere. sometimes i like it and my sister says, “you should develop that,” but i just don’t have the gusto to follow through. but i have memorized a few of my things so i guess if i ever find the inspiration i could work with them later. my muse lives in indiana. so thats a problem sometimes.

i used to write music somewhat often but always hated the songs the day later. and now im trying again and still hate the songs. i think i’m just trying too hard.