Quit my job

Can’t bring myself to leave & I keep convincing myself it’s not that bad. Especially in the current climate as I know I’m lucky to have a job. I just get so distracted now and bored at times.

I think I’m actually scared of leaving. Maybe 2010 will be the year I tackle touch decisions like this one!!....I hope anyway.

Work really got me down today. I try so hard to be all they want me to be but my best is never good enough. Really think i’ve got to get out soon. Came home and updated my CV. Thats one little step in the right direction. :)

Work at the moment is really starting to drag me down. I work in quite a small office and most of the people I work with do nothing but winge. Even though were actually really busy with work… You’d think they had nothing better to do! Certain people have also started to bitch about other staff which I hate. It makes me start to wonder what they say about me when I’m not there!!

I do love my job but after 10 years doing the same thing with the same people I think I need a change!! I’m part of the furniture there now which kind of scares me a bit as they begin to take you for granted. My job is safe and easy and I can walk to work :- Major plus point!! :) Think I just want more!!!