beautify my life

This goal sounds so… yuppy-ish. I don’t really like how it sounds. I want to focus less on what is essential, and more on what is beautiful and makes me happy. I had an apartment for 2 years and didn’t buy one decoration because it wasn’t something i needed. I’m making my life a rat race, for no reason. Work to buy the essentials to get back to work again? That’s not really living. I want to work to fund a life. A real life with beauty and art and travel. I can do this on low income, I can learn crafting. Or, I can work toward a way to make more money so I can afford a beautiful life.