Love deeper

I love him so much and him being gone is so hard…I miss him, I dream him, I smell him, I feel him, but he isn’t here. When he comes home I am like a kid in a candy store, can’t wait to get into his arms. When he is gone I feel like my dog does when I leave the house, sad and anxious. I learned that absence not only makes the heart grown fonder, but damn it makes you sick as a dog too! My other half is gone and I hate it…but I am lucky to know what it is to miss him, because now I know what it is to have him. I am thankful for this…I love him more than I knew.