stop spending so much money

I’m still not getting any better at doing this :/
I’m withdrawing more and more money every week. And my bank account seems to be dwindling away. Fuck.

It’s all because I NEED to buy cigarettes and meaningless items I don’t need…augh.
Plus, I feel really naked without at least 50-60 bucks on me.

I seriously need to stop spending so much.
I get money coming in every month. So I think I can just spend it on whatever I want…
So I go out and spend it on shit that I don’t even need, and I come home feeling horrible about it because I realize what I’ve done.
Because I could be using it for more productive things.

And plus, I have concerts coming up, that I’ve been waiting forever to see…and who knows if I’ll even have enough money to go to them because I’ve used up so much. D:

And then even after the concerts. What if I spent all of it? Then I won’t even have enough for that car I’ve been ‘saving’ for. Gah…

So this MUST stop.