quit smoking pot

Last post I was pretty proud of the time I have clean. Lately the smell of weed is popping up everywhere. I have been thinking about it more. I wonder why now? I thought I really had conquered the desire to get high. Maybe it would be wise for me to join NA. Maybe it would be wise for me to get a sponsor. I wonder if this is normal to get four months out and all of a sudden start craving really bad. Praying for courage and strength…

It was three months ago today when I decided that I can serve a bigger purpose than getting high. I put down my pipe, dumped my stash and chose to walk away from something that I enjoyed and frankly did really well. I am making a good decision. I look forward to four months clean.

Its been a long time, though I think about it every so often. Remembering the fun times and the bad, I really think I might not ever smoke again. But EVERY time I get confident about something down fall is around the corner so I think I won’t mark this off as done because I think I need humility to stay sober. God be on my side please!

I haven’t smoked in a very long time. I really hope I can continue to do this. Its the best thing for me.

I really want to. I try again today. It’s day one.

Wow, comming off of pot has me dreaming some wierd stuff.

It’s been three days! I really haven’t thought about it today! But I must admit, I feel really tired and run down. I wonder if that’s normal…

Well it is midnight and Im usually so high I can barely keep my eyes open but tonight I am not! The anxiety will kick in as I try to sleep/ I think I’ll be okay but its still early. What do people usually do to beat the cravings? Whats funny is now that I have quit, thats all I smell (or al least think I smell).

I wnat to smoke! The only thing keeping me from packing a bowl is the entry I am typing now. As soon as I am bored in this site, I’m sure I will light up. How to quit, how to quit!