I need to stop drinkning alcohol, last night I got back and smashed up the kitchen (again), although it wasn’t as bad this time, then I threatened my neighbours, lost my trousers, and wandered around the house in my pants, I think I wet myself….
Shit I HAVE to STOP, I mean really, this can’t go on, so my plan is I will move out, or at least just contain my whole life into my room, that way I don’t have to interact, that way I can’t upset people.
I hit one of my best friends, in the head I remember that, I don’t remember getting home, I am very disapointed with myself.
I am stupid.
