Become thin

sorry it’s been awhile. only have a moment to update real quick, I’m at 114. yeah!

sorry I went and weight myself again, I’m 111. yeah… I was at 109 a few fays ago but then I binged a couple nights and I’m all bloated from pop. owell, how does my tummy look?

I’m at 112

I’m at 114.

i’m at 116, yeah!!
progress is soooooo sweet

this is me for now, still have a ways to go. I’m at 118ish

I’ve been watching what I eat very closely the last week or so and I’m finally making progress!! YES! I’m at 124 because I’ve only eaten supper the last two nights. I hope I can keep it up. I’m in a horrible mood tonight tho because I got my hair cut and I hate it, it looks horrible. I dunno… I might go excercise to work off some anger.

um… I dun know if this is ever going to happen… I have been like a loose cannon latelty. I think I was at 127, but that means I totally failed my goal for this month of 125. I’ve been binging alot in the evening. I do well during the day because I work from 6-11 am then I go home and usually crash for awhile. dunno…

I went running yesterday, but I still couldn’t stop myself from eating a full days worth of junk. I dunno know if I’m ever going to be able to reach my goal this month. Hard to believe it’s only 125… I remember the good ole days when I was below 100. sigh What a pig I am…

I’ve been a total pig lately, today I had a bunch of junk food: A ho-ho, snickers bar, and three zingers. I was trying not to eat at all today because I’m such a fat ass. I weighed 128 the other night, such a fucking cow. What happened to my beautiful 98 pound self, where is the bones inside? I’ve been cutting again too because I’m sooo frustrated with my whole life. I’m seriously thinking of suicide just to get away. I miss my mom something awful… :(