be a person of action

Its almost a year now and being a person of action isnt as easy as it is to just write it down and think about it.
Ive managed to atleast get things going
1) i started excercising
2) started to lose weight
3) work on small business
– started to build up contacts
– website is almost done
– Looking for my own shop lot
– found a shipping agent(its expensive)
4)I have been applying to tons of eng jobs, finished working as a teacher but it seems ill have to start again to survive in 09
5)Its official i survived a year in Shanghai, barely survived though

Things im beating myself for doing/not doing
1)Finding other people with similar interests,
2) Not Participating in social events(excluding clubing and b-day parties)
3) Becoming antisocial being a tv bum,the idea of not doing anything is fabulous lol
4) travelling within china but hey welcome to the real world limited holiday days not much room for travelling.
5)Not starting on the small business setup earlier
6) Not clearing the Debt ive accumulated…. its tough
7) Not Saving money

so i put this up and ive realised a couple of things about myself.
1- i get to comfortable i just bum around
2- im becoming more antisocial
3- My dreams are on stand still(everything is on tenterhooks)

I feel like time’s moving tooo fast and im moving too slowly and everything im trying is moving too slowly. Im hanging in there almost have my head is above the water

im not being a person of action more of bumming. lol

Most of us write or think about things we want t do or plan but we arent really serious, i want to make a decision and just go for it without holding back, so this year thats what i plan to do