I think that as my confidence increases, so does my optimism. In the last two weeks I’ve faced a painful breakup and I’ve lost most of my friends, but somehow I’m not that depressed over it. Obviously it’s still upsetting, but not to a point where I can’t continue to live my life and enjoy other things.
Lately my main goal is simply to just be happy. Sounds pretty basic, but it wasn’t always like that. I would be so convinced that nothing would ever get better that I would waste time thinking about the past and just wanting things to go back to the way they were.
Now, I feel like I’m a lot more open to change, even though it’s still hard for me. I just hope it stays this way! Then maybe I can finally check off this goal.
