find my soulmate

i never beleived in soulmates, although i’m a very spiritual person. i had a female friend (maybe at some point of our relationship) and she beleived that we were soulmates. i never felt like that. but after many years and experience i lost the person i loved more than anything in the world and i thought she was my soulmate. but only i beleived in that…. further, our paths in life went in different directions.
now i really want to meet my soulmate. i don’t want anytning else from him/her. i realize that my soulmate can be male or female. i just want to see him/her and to know him/her better, just to feel what is to be with this person.
as nobody knows what would happen after time, this could be a wonderful experience.