overcome my fear of butterflies

We can use it as shock therapy (cowers in fear)

I have only met one other person who shares it (my cousin) and I read somewhere that Nicole Kidman is a fellow lepidopterophobe. People just don’t get it. Plus they think I’m faking because I’m not afraid of drawings of butterflies. THEY’RE NOT REAL!! Why would I be scared of a drawing?? It’s the real ones that are evil and scary!

One time a big black butterfly of death touched my ARM!! It fluttered against my arm!! I completely fugued into blackness and lost control for a few seconds, when I regained control of my senses I had moved and covered myself with a blanket and was screaming, yet I can’t remember ever moving or anything. I’ll look for a picture of the butterfly I’m referring to and post it. They’re big and black and we have them in Mexico and they get into your bedroom and they’re the worst ever. Worst. EVER!

Anywho, I think I’m only adding this to feel like there are others out there like me, but to be honest, I don’t think I’ll be able to conquer my fear. They’re just too scary ;_;