control my jealousy

This weekend, i went through an old box of b’s pictures from highschool and saw an array of old girlfriends under his shoulders…
and it didn’t bother me.
and now, looking back, i can say that i’m glad i didn’t start an argument over something so stupid.
last night there was a hott little girl on the tv and he looked at her (it was an add for a singles hotline) and he said to me “i’m so glad for the girl i’ve got.”
and that was the payoff, right there :)

Jealousy ruined a perfectly good night last night
and my morning this morning.
sweetheart and i were having a great time…put in a movie that started out with a stripper dancing. my boyfriend started making little comments, and I got up and went to bed.
in the middle of the night, i realized he never came to sleep with me. he was out on the couch.
and in the morning, he was so upset because i really hurt his feelings by leaving him last night.
sometimes my jealously can be so outrageous.