Ho ho! I’m getting there. I can no longer stand repressing my lavish goofiness. I will see to it that I’m strange in all of my interactions, because that is the way I am.
And when I find someone who responds to me favourably, it will be wonderful!
I’m going to pack up and go elsewhere and start off right away being myself. I’ve denied myself the pleasure for too long. Hopefully, I will find a social circle of friends who actually like me.
The question now is, where to go…?
Jul 03, 2007, 07:52PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Why should it be so difficult?
99% of people I know, I don’t feel like myself around them, because they don’t get me.
Am I delusional that anyone worthy of seeing me as I am should be as much like me as possible? Me and my best friend, almost my only friend, we laugh that we’re “The Same Guy.”
Can I only be friends with myself? Surely everyone has something to offer in the friendship department. But who I am around most people is a fake persona, someone who cares about clothes, jobs, and asinane things. I’m sick of being like that.
Oct 07, 2006, 04:10PM PDT | 2 comments
