Join The Gym Again

I’m now one of those people that will join the gym next week, start that diet tomorrow. I know I’m a hideous procrastinator but when it comes to my body and my weight, I’m usually bang on it.

Although, to be fair, there’s no way I could have joined up again as I lack the funds.

I make a vow here and now though, that the week I find a new method to source finances ie a job I will get my arse down there and get the ball rolling. Procrastinators are the best at rationalising life away lol.

I should have this one licked the week after next. I need to join up again seeing as they lapse your membership if you don’t go for a certain amount of time. That’s how long I haven’t been for. So as soon as I have the money -gym o clock. I want to go regularly. Not gym bunny obsessive. I’ve done that before and it doesn’t really mesh with me trying to become more balanced. I want to be strong, healthy, fit. I feel like I can replace the ed bollocks with a bigger desire; to be comfortable in my own skin. That sounds terribly popular science section which is a section I usually avoid in Borders. But I do feel a need to be comfortable with how I am on the outside. I am basically happy with who I am aside from my appearance. I like the way my mind works. It amuses me how I jump around from one thing to the next. Now if I could only get my arse in gear and start jumping around in the gym….