reduce anxiety by tacking the list of annoying little things I keep meaning to do

• go to pick up thing
• put prescription in
• go to the library
• transfer money over
• Ebay baby (or maybe ‘Ebay, baby’ sounds less I’m actually planning to Ebay my baby. I don’t have any babies, for reference)
• send paperwork off
• accomodation application

At some point, I shall do these things. That point is as yet undefined in space and time.

All the stuff on prior lists is null and void. I either done it or no longer need to do it.

I’m laying off compiling the new list until next week. Eaaaaaaaasy street.

Exams are well over and finished with. Time to stop feeling sorry myself and get on with it:

Physics assignment
Petrol write up
Physics portfolio
See IT dude about credits
Calculus assignment

The rest of the tasks below (+plenty others I seem to have accrued) are on hold currently whilst I do the exams. Once they’re all done with then it’s hardcore reducing anxiety by tackling the list of annoying little things I keep meaning to do time.

I’m not that anxious at the mo. Had quite a bit last night: couldn’t sleep, random images of cutting popping into my head etc. Ah well. Screwed stress reaction mechanism type thing topped with screwed ways of dealing with said stress (some behavioral, some cognitive) but all in all I do ok with things.

So it took me most of the week to cross off the last list. And I’m still carrying stuff over. Terrible behaviour. I have, however completed other tasks which didn’t make it on to the list.

So present tasks include:

Wow. That couldn’t be more offputting if it tried. Time to get off 43t and get started I think.

Edited (to cross off YAY!) Sunday 20th(?) :

Bloody forms. I’ve had them for weeks now and the deadline is drawing ever closer. Why am I putting them off?