improve my will power by doing something I dont want to each day.

This has now been upped to doing 2 things each day I’m not particularly keeen on doing. AA tell me its the way forward.

I really don’t want to drink today. But in a bid to improve my willpower, I shall give it a go. Yes, I will. What a trooper.

I don’t want to eat anymore. I have no need to now that I’m nearly done with college. Energy wise anyway. Task for the day: eat dinner.

.end tantrum here.

I have done ebay rubbish. Quite the test, as for some reason, at times I tend to get oddly ebayphobic. I AM eccentric I tell you, not just a bit odd. I’m probably a bit odd aswell actually.

Today I done bio revision even though I really didn’t want to. However, I’m not counting that as I had to do it either way. Instead, the task for what’s left of the day is to ask someone that important question I’ve been putting off ages.

I called the solictor woman today even though I really didn’t want to as it would lead to a big discussion which I didn’t really want to engage in. I need to make a few more calls today as this is the only day I have free time and access to a free (to me anyway) phone. So today is make the damn calls day.

I stole this from sweetlady66 as it is such a great goal to have. I challenge myself to do things I don’t particularly want to to do anyway but it’s hit n miss whether I actually do them or not. eg at the moment, I really should not be on 43t, I should be getting on with some work. So my will power could be tested today by getting the hell off 43t. I do defitinely plan to do that. I haven’t been on here for a couple of days so I allow myself a bit longer. Hmm, 15 minutes and that’s my lot.