not burn out

I am still alive and kicking. Well, wriggling more or less since kicking would actually hurt ::giggles::

As an update:

• my husband knocked up his girlfriend and is looking to me as his escape

• my condo fees went up more than my income affords

• my back has been hurting like it has a vendetta against my body so sitting at the computer has been a literal pain

• i miss everyone

• my daughters are preteens officially in attitude (oh joy!)

• still attempting to get proper medical assistance

• car is now a debt that is more than it is worth

• the ex-friend has made paying off my other car her last priority (she is supposed to be buying it)

• three male friends I have talked to think I am ‘the one’ and won’t allow me to remain a friend but want more and are irritably insistent about it. arseholes.

but
having lamented and moaned I have had unbelievable favor

• i have a probono-divorce lawyer appointment Thursday

• funds have been pouring in from unexpected sources to cover the condo fee increase

• i am still creative and it is growing exponentially

• my kids are wonderful and healthy despite hitting puberty and acting like impish creatures

• i have had anonymous benefactors footing my doctor bills

• i have a friend who affirms and supports me

yet
I am still tired.

Forgive me that I have not kept up with 43. Chances are I lost subscribers but it is understandable. I do hope everyone is well.

Ciao for now and not sure for how long,
dragonfly

ouch.

“An oak tree is an acorn that held its ground.”_Duplantis

found it written in a tattered notebook of mine from early 1997… i’m aholdin’... clinging tenaciously.

you know what, i think i am going to make it.

i am tired.