live without regret

Regret is what’s holding me back. Regret is what’s producing these negative feelings. Not only do I regret situations that I havn’t handled very well, I regret hurtfull things I have said to loved ones. I regret not spending enough time with the ones I love until its too late. I regret not spending enough time with my dad. I regret not putting in enough effort towards the boy that I loved. I regret the exact moments where I can pinpoint this is where it all went wrong. I regret that I would have saved it but I didnt realise. I regret hurtng people who feel as though I have hurt them. I regret not telling anyone when I witnessed people being wronged. I regret not telling anyone when I have been wronged. I regret ever having those thoughts that I shouldn’t have. I reget ever putting those thoughs into words or actions even if they were harmless, they had potential to do harm. I regret ever making my mum cry….