lose weight

i don’t think i’m ever gonna be able to do this until i get everything in my life straight… its like food is my comfort when everything goes down the shitter…. and fucking prom is coming up in like a damn month… i’m gonna look like a damn goodyear blimp…lol… its not like i wanna lose a lot just enough to make me look good… i’m not huge huge huge, but i feel that way…. i hate this shit… i told my mom i’m on a green only diet… i’m only gonna eat salads.. but we’re getting pizza later and i can’t resist pizza….omg!!! its not working…. i can’t go get a gym membership because i’m flat ass broke… and lazy to boot…oh well… i dunno

keeps going up little by little and not going down… prom is soon so i guess i need to start eating less or not eating.. blah

hahaha not working.. weight is going up and down up and down little by little.. i don’t eat as much, but still the weight ain’t going no where. i plan to start going to the gym once school is out.

Losing weight has probably been the BIGGEST struggle in my life. I am slowly, very slowly, losing weight, but i can’t see any changes. I’ve tried starving myself, throwing up my food, but it doens’t seem to work. So i guess its time to try a healthy approach. I want to start exercising and eating right. But thats really hard.. i have no time for it. WOrk and school comsume my life but after i graduate hopefully things will change!!!