Get out and meet more people

well tried… have one new friend.. met some other people but they were bad type… lol oh well maybe try later.

Well tonight i had the option to get out but i chose to stay at home. Some people invited me to go bowling, and at first i really wanted to but then i just didn’t. I guess this is gonna be harder than i thought. I had the opportunity to go out and i didn’t. What’s wrong with me?? Oh well maybe next time..

For most of my life i’ve been pretty sheltered. And i guess that led to me being kind of scared of big social gtherings. I love to be around people, but i’m usually the shy girl sitting on the couch just listening to others talk and have fun. And i’m tired of being that person. I’m really not shy around my friends, but when i get around people i don’t know i shut down and get all paranoid. I hate it too. I’m ready to get out and find more friends and meet new people.