lose weight

ive made it into the 140s. Boys are paying attentino to me even when they aren’t wasted, and im starting to feel pretty. :) :) I can’t wait to weigh 130 lbs and dance around and not even think about the fat on my stomach bouncing around with me.

150. I think the last time I weighed this much I was 15 years old….:) :) :)

I’m down to 155 lbs right now. I haven’t been below 160 since the 9th grade. It’s finally paying off. :) :) :)

Well, I’m going back to school and here comes the true test of the weight loss. Last year I actually managed to lose a couple pounds, and stayed pretty even all year. I’m going to figure out times I can go to the gym and try as hard as I can to stick to a plan. I hate going to the gym with a bunch of incredibly fit and attractive 20-something-year olds. I think about all my skin just jumping up and down with every step I take while they just finished mile 53 and their mascara has even started to run yet. How frustrating…

I think I lie to myself more than I lie to anybody else. I alwasy tell myself I’ll wake up, exercise before work, blah blah blah..and then I don’t. Well I finally forced myself today, and managed a mile and a half. It was a satisfying feeling and hopefully I’ll keep up with it.

I’m working on it. Joined weight watchers and the pounds are finally creeping off. I can’t wait til its gone.