i just keep myself busy lately – with things that i want to get accomplished. it’s really hard sometimes, because when i get depressed, i shut down and just stop functioning – usually to a degree where i can’t get out of bed for literally days at a time, and it affects my immune system and just basically knocks me flat on my butt…
i’ve found though that going to school at night for something that i really want to learn is helping. i’ve got work, which is 40 hours a week, but that’s necessary for survival.
i’m supposed to be on my anti-depressants, but haven’t been taking them… too busy to remember – heh.
it’s an amazing thing to do – overcome this depression – but definitely hard… i just hope that once i’m done with my program and life slows down again that i dont start getting really bad because i have more time to think :/
