fall in love with someone who will love me back

the reconnected friendship thing made me believe if you meant to be friends with someone, you will be friends with some one anyway..no matter where your friends are..

it turned out the same thing..if i meant to be with someone who will share the rest of my life with, i will meet him anyway..no matter where he is, no matter when that will happen..i believe we’ll meet each other anyway..

hey, you..i’ve been waiting for you..can you hear me?

finding the true love is one of the least things in the world i would like to do..i’ve already turned off my love switch..i won’t expect i would fall in love with anyone in 2 years..i like my current life..and i won’t allow anyone to bother it..just keep it..

it seems i am falling in love with the right person but in a wrong time again..every time when i thougt i’ve found the right one, it happened either in a wrong time or in a wrong place..does that mean i didn’t really find the right one yet? should i let it be or do sth to save it?

it’s weird..the guy that i had a crush on seems not interested in me..he’s too cool to be close..and at the same time, the guys that i even never think of always ask me out..i don’t like dating people who i don’t like but i don’t like turning people down neither..why am i always in such a weird situation?

too busy to do this..i am gonna enjoy the real single life..
whoever said LIFE IS GOOD must have been enjoying a real single life..at least i am thinking in this way..

life is wonderful at the beginning of this semester..at least for the moment..i have my circle of friends..swim twice a week..drink afternoon tea or coffee every afternoon..enjoy music..read books..earn my own money..experience new things every day..it should be perfect..this is the exact kind of life I wanted..but I feel something is missing..it hasn’t been a perfect life yet..something i call it “love”..