forgive people who have hurt me

8 yrs ago when i waz in 9 class and used 2 be alone & shy.
when i used 2 go out 2 play i used 2 be very concious of myslf.i used 2 very shy when i used 2 tlk 2 people.people used 2 make fun of me for what i waz.i bcame very introverted.i really never had friends all my life.for what these guys did i feel argry smtimes but i am tryn 2 fgve them for anger will drain my energy.i cant chngd wat has happnd nor can i change these guys