not be scared

life in general is scary. there are a few big things that can get to me like money situations, being loved knowing i distance myself from people, meeting new people. but, this is stupid, i hate rollercoasters. that is the one thing that actually scare the crap out of me. i dont trust them. not being able to control this little tiny cart with no way of knowing what the outcome is going to be. its just like being in a car sort of but at least if something goes wrong i can take the blame or something.