be more flexible with my time

to be more flexible. Three times in the past week I’ve done spur of the moment things. Things that I normally would not have done because I did not have time to properly plan them. Even though I was unable to plan these events(like I wanted to)I still had a great time. It’s a valuable lesson to learn. I can still have fun without being so anxious about timing. My housework did not get finished, but it’s okay. I have to make myself understand that it’s not a bad thing to have fun and live a little. At the end of my life I’d rather look back and see all of the fun things I’ve done, than to be able to say, We’ll I didn’t do much, but my house was always clean! That would really suck!! So heres to having a little more fun in life!!

when you finally decide to try and change a certain aspect of your life….(my need for total time domination) that everything goes crazy!! I’ve already said that I’m a control freak about my time and what I do in that time. First of all, most of my time is spent at work so what little is left over is a very precious commodity.

I have had something going on every night this week. The only time I’ve spent at my own home is the small amount of time that I’m sleeping!! I love all of my friends and family, but they’re killing me with demands on my time!! I know that giving up my controlling behavior is the proper thing to do, but it’s so hard!! Oh well, enough whining. Can anyone add a few extra hours to the global clock? It’d really help out!! Maybe I’ll write Congress and see if they can discuss this at their next meeting!!!!!

I need to be more flexible with my time. I’ve scheduled my whole life down to the minute. So, anytime something comes up it puts a major crimp in my “schedule” and I resent people for interupting my life. I know this is a bad thing. I’m going to try and be less anal about doing things that aren’t on my schedule. I know I need to live a little, but I “don’t have time for it”. Don’t ask me what I’m in such a hurry for, because I don’t know. I’m just too serious. If it’s not in my plan it makes me unhappy. So from now on, I will try to make a conscience effort to live more for the moment instead of by my planner!!