quit playing to others expectations; while better defining what I want and expect for myself.

I went on a date today. It’s been more than just a little while. I thought it was a bit out of character but I rather enjoyed myself.

Yeah!
I slept half the day. Now I need to focus on me and, take an awesome road trip. Yea-Hah!

Its name is “live for myself.” I nearly clicked i want to do this! but honestly this goal of mine qualifies. It is funny how I can make myself ashamed of my own behavior when I have admiration for others. I need to live for myself and quit comparing myself to others. And keep working on all my other things as well.

I hide so many aspects of my life from those I consider friends. I want to appear a certain way to them. I feel fake not revealing the whole me. Hmmph…there I said it… I don’t want to be judged on the things I criticise myself for.