Stop Putting Things Off

The internet…oh, the internet.

I am supposed be cleaning and unpacking stuff I moved home from FB’s house….I’ve emptied two bags and two boxes. Not really put those things anywhere. I mean, I started to….

This is reeeee-diculous.

I had to call the person who was my most dreaded phonecall to make from a few weeks ago; she was supposed to send something in the mail to me and I still haven’t received it, so I thought “I should call her.” So, I’ve been thinking about making this phonecall since about Thursday of last week, and I did it today. I called her, asked for a status update, and also asserted myself with regards to two other things I wanted, and it all went soooooo beautifully. As I knew it would.

This is a breeeeeze!!

Finally made that last phone call. The one I’ve been dreading for months. I’m so lame it’s not even funny.

The woman I had to speak to was so nice, I had nothing to worry about.

It’s proven to me time and time again; the things I worry about the most never actually come to pass.

Now I just have one more to make.

Everything is turning out exactly as I’d hoped.

i have to do it.

i have to do it now.

there is nothing wrong with saying “i don’t have them”, when that is the truth. people loose thngs in moves all the time.

i will do this.

now.

Someone pllleeeeaaaaasssseeee kick me in the arse? I am putting too much stuff off, for the most ridiculous reasons.

But effective nonetheless.

I had to make a phonecall tonight. A rather important one. One I did not want to make. But I finally talked myself into it, only to talk myself out of it again.

le sigh.

I compromised. I emailed the person instead.

So posting here is an attempt to encourage myself to do them.

Of course, I could just do them rather than sit here and type this out.

I kicked my derierre to the gym tonight.

I decided not to go to the gym my coworker works at, and I have a free one month pass to. I know, this sounds re-donkulous!! However, I really have a hate on for how that gym is run; I feel its become too much of a meat market. I want a gym where I can just go, do my thing, it’s quiet, clean, and no one bugs me.

And I found it!!!

I knew I wanted to go check it out tonight; my body came up with every single excuse under the sun why I shouldn’t have gone….and I went, and signed up, and worked out for the first time in a few months.

And now I’m in pain. But its a satisfying pain – a pain of accomplishment.

I’ve been putting off a lot of things lately. I need to get out of this habit, asap.