meet jay-z

10/17/07 @ ne-yo’s birthday party in new york.

i looked a mess & could not think of a single thing to SAY to him so i came across as a groupie idiot but i still MET JAY-Z.

i always thought i would pass out when i met him but thank god i didn’t, i already looked dumb as hell just standing there grinning.

i met jay-z.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i’m still super excited about it too as you can tell LOL)

god, he is so fine. smaller than i thought but fine.

i know i’m going to “meet” him again & this time when i do i will be on point & READY.

i could change his life

he is (or at least appears to be LOL) everything i like in a man…tall, attractive, arrogant yet humble, a ‘business…man’, intelligent, funny, street savvy, a closeted nerd, talented, stylish, wealthy and sexy as hell

i interned for island/def jam about 3 years ago and while he was here in chicago like, 4 times while i was interning, i never actually got the chance to meet him…it just never worked out like it was supposed to

i always tell people when i meet him i’m gonna pass smooth the fuck out so they should be prepared to explain to him that he’s gotta give me 2 or 3 minutes to come up outta that dead faint and we can go from there

i hate that beyonce got him first but whatever she did to get him must’ve been right cuz she’s GOT him and i can’t hate too hard on that…however if she fucks it up, i will be more than happy to make it all better

i just hope that when i do meet him (because it’s inevitable) i’m not looking a hot ass mess