live life fully

You know…I feel like I am really starting to do this more. I’m finding myself letting go of a lot of the self-consciousness that has been one reason why I haven’t lived life so fully. And I’m letting go of the many “I can’t’s” that I used to use to convince myself that I couldn’t…when really most of them aren’t really true if I examine them closely…just excuses to give up without ever really trying.
Instead I am trying to say more often, I don’t know how I’ll do this but I’ll find a way.
It’s much more fulfilling.
I am screwing up a bit. Finding at times that I annoy people (another reason why I avoided living fully in the past). But I’m having to just breathe deeply and let myself learn what I need to learn when this happens. Sometimes it’s to understand how I could be more tactful. Other times the lesson is that I just can’t please everybody and it’s okay.
I like taking chances…it’s nice. If a bit scary.