have sweet dreams

i remember 2 “sweet” dreams i have had really well. one of them came true. the one that came true happened in april/ may 2002. i dreampt i was going to a night club and just enjoying myself and i actually happened a few days later! uncanny

the second one was in about august 2006. i had been really, really happy the past few months and the dream was all psyychadelic. i was in some kind of moive, maybe a kids film of some kind? in the movie i was on some kind of roller coaster or train, it was an incredible dream, i always split dreams into 2..awake dreams and sleeping dreams..in the train/ roller coaster one it was incredibly exciting and fulfilling and i felt full of joy, satisfaction and contentment..and maybe forgiveness too even.

it was clever because in this roller coaster dream i couldn’t work out whether i was actually In a movie itself, or WATCHING a TV with me in the movie which added to it’s appeal. it was like some sort of child like dysney movie, or the wizard of oz, full of wonder

before i went to thailand i heard of a thai aircrash (no one was killed) and i have had lots of scary dreams with planes in over the years – some where i survive air crashes.

we had to travel through the Middle East on the way back on the plane and not long after the plane set off i seen a guy hanging around on the plane near the toliets looking all anxious.

there was a lot of turbulence on the way back too (it was monsoon season) i have known planes shake before but this was going up and down too and i was scared especially seeing the middle eastern guy too.
however i found out recently that the middle eastern country i travelled through isn’t as anti western/ white as i thought

there was a bizarre bit when someone was lecturing me about how to get a ripped body at the gym (just been emailing a former and even current exercise/ gym freak recently, he does my head in, he is so patronizing)

maybe even 2 but i can’t say for sure. in one of them i may have been awake.
in one nightmare i was at patong, phuket. a place i visited less than 2 months ago in real life. (even wrote a post about it here so that’s maybe why)

anyway i was in patong (in the nightmare) and everywhere was blue and flat, and the ground had an incredibly smooth surface. there were few people about. i seen a small group of asian people sitting in some sort of bus shelter and i overheard them say there was about to be a tsunami. nearby areas were devestated in real life by the 2004 boxing day tsunami.

suddenly it started to go all rainy and i could see the wave about to crash on the bus shelter – although the asian people seemed somehow calm, compared to me anyway, as if they weren’t afraid.

i had other visions and images of the footage i saw of the real thing in 2004. not nice

“wake up in the middle of the night sweating/ heart pounding/ terrified type nightmares..none the less i have plenty of unpleasasnt dreams while asleep..i have heard it’s caused because you aren’t actually fully asleep and you are simply hal awake and recalling waking images…i have no idea.

many of these bizarre dreams i have whilst asleep revolve around uncontrollable floating, i rarely if ever have a “nice” sleep dream. i believe we dream whether awake or asleep! i have had plenty about aircraft, although i fly quite regularly at the moment.

i have had dreams where i am in a plane that crashes (although i survive) - hardly fun when in reality you are going through a monsoon cloud over the andaman at 40,000 feet in the pitch black when the planne is shaking all over the place!

some of the worst involve pigs, for some reason… i have heard it said pigs symbolize laziness, but to my knowledge the pig is extremely intelligent and a very clean (if a rather plain looking) animal

i had one with a pig in the other night and it was thoroughly unpleasant – i daren’t even repeat it, it seemed to be a message that eating meat is wrong but it may have meant something else..i don’t know.. anyway..i wont forget it.