nobody knows me at all

i carry gummi bears in my apron pocket at work bc they make me happy when customers are cranky.

http://www.wikihow.com/Make-Gummy-Bears

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pPQQMsbcAYg&feature=fvw

“I don’t expect the great lengths; I just expect them to keep up with the details and the small things. I can get by on a text message—a lot of girls can. That’s all we want is someone to text us in the morning and say, ‘Hi! Hope you have a fantastic day!’ And then call us as night. Super-simple. It doesn’t take yachts; it doesn’t take big flashy things. It takes just knowing that they’re there and care.”

- Katy Perry on guys and romantic gestures in Seventeen

i am looking at overtime this week at bath & body.

i’m working at the tanger store for the next two weeks. i’m nervous. it’s good. and it’s a challenge. but i hate being out of my element. wah. wah. wah.

i hope i’m worried about nothing.

on average, los angeles has 333 days of sunshine. and the average citizen of the city consumes 250 tacos a year.

You say, baby, I only want to make you happy.

she feels like kicking out all the windows and setting fire to this life. she could change everything about her using colors bold and bright, but all the colors mix together to grey. – dmb

http://www.recipezaar.com/Heathers-Safe-to-Eat-Raw-Chocolate-Chip-Cookie-Dough-108925

I wish someone would tell me something incredibly profound. I wish my heart would beat beat beat in time with theirs and things I want to say wouldn’t get caught in my throat like my hair gets caught in my fingers and ties itself into knots. I wish the voice in my head didn’t say the things it does, because of all the people I can trust in the world I shouldn’t be one of them. That’s why I listen to music louder than the sounds of the late-night television programs like poker competitions and bad films starring bad actors. And in the middle of the cacophony of sounds the only thoughts I can hear are the singer’s, the whisperer’s, the poet’s, infinitely better and wiser. Wiser even than the stars. I bet they don’t trust themselves either. I bet lots of people don’t when they’ve fallen down the rabbit hole and felt a heartbreak or three. Boys didn’t break my heart you know, I did. I break it all the time. I’m breaking it right now and I don’t even know why.

— Deerlings & Ghostthings (via littlemiss)

http://jessicachu.tumblr.com/post/127219898/i-wish-someone-would-tell-me-something-incredibly

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company… a church… a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past… we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you… we are in charge of our Attitudes.

— Charles R. Swindoll