become a filmmaker

Basically, I don’t have much money. I can’t afford lessons or a camera.
I’ve learned I complain too much when I should be happy I don’t live in a third world country.
I just don’t know what to write about anymore.
All of it’s a cliché, it’s all been done before.
I just hope this is one of the things I was meant to do.
I’ve been thinking about just making documentaries.
That’s the easiest I can do and I have a lot to say.
I want to make films though. That most will hate because they’ve never seen anything like it and they’re jealous they didn’t think of it before. Something that fucking great, that I am a trend that never dies.