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i sit here with my belly on my lap and my husband in the back round just saying horrible things about me and my fat stomach i think thats why he absolutly wont have sex with me .omg i think i’m about to have a nervous breakdown i just want to cut it off myself i really really do omg.10 months not a nibble in the ear. what am i gonna do. please please choose me. i never ever won anything and i feel if i win this my life would just turn a 360 and life would be worth going on for. i know it’s bad that i feel like this i’ts just that thats whats it’s come to after all these bulling not only from out siders but from my own family. i’m sad every day.help me be my angels. please!

i want it to feel more confidant about myself every day i look inthe mirror and just feel awful. my belly bullges over my jeans it’s so ugly and horrorfying. i cry and pray to get lipo because i feel i will just die if i keep on like this i’m young and feel so ugly. i wear big sweaters to cover up my stomach i cant take it any more. i want to be beautiful.so i can for once in my life be happy. im tired of people thinking that i’m pregnant, i have three kids and i want not to imbarress them.i’m shamful in brooklyn.