I hope I achieve this coz I’m SO SCARED.
At times, I still think of the past, the past that left me in tears. I had nasty breakups, guys dumping me and leaving me for another one, cheating on me. That’s why now, at times, I don’t trust my instincts towards my new boyfriend. And it sucks coz I’m being unfair. I hope I can trust myself, and let go of the fear. I don’t want to get scared anymore.. I hope I’ll feel less pressured about this… Yes. I love my boyfriend. And I hope he understands what I’m going through (well.. I know he does.) Sigh, how can I make up for all of those people I have hurt… I don’t trust myself that much. Bottom line..
