survive my long distance relationship

So a while ago, A. asked me to move in with him. I didn’t tell him I would, but it’s definately an option within the next 12 months. We’ll see :)

It’s not easy. In fact, at the moment it’s extraordinarily hard. We rarely speak, we have very little time together (no more long weekends all to ourselves), and we fight a lot. I always refused even thinking about moving to his country, but honestly, just a bit more, and I’ll give in. Only that I can’t move right now anyway :(

You know, it’s not that bad. We see each other more or less regularly every two weeks. Due to the fact I am preparing my master’s thesis I don’t have to attend classes anymore, so I am in the lucky position to just stay three or five or seven days, weaponed with my laptop and a pile of books. A. usually stays two days, so after all, that is a whole week per month on the average. That’s probably more time than other LD couples get to spend together. Still…why does it feel like it’s never enough? :(

The worst thing is, the situation isn’t going to change anytime soon. We have at least two years in front of us. I think, by then, I’ll be a nutcase.

His phone broke and now I can’t reach him. Not only does it annoy me, it also makes me uneasy. Oh well. Unless I don’t manage to finish those two urgent papers, I’ll go see him on wednesday and stay a few days. This will calm me down.

Then again, I never felt like it. It’s something I put up with, not something I wished for. But the past few weeks, it’s been especially hard on both of us. We’re fantasizing about just moving to a lonely island.

I seriously don’t feel like it anymore.

ETA: With this, I mean the long distance thing, not the guy :)