Be more tolerant

except i don’t know how to tolerate someone who i don’t respect as a person. does polietly ignoring them count?

i need to respect myself more. i also need more self-confidence, even though most people think i have alot of it. most of it is fake, i don’t really believe in myself, i just need people to think that i do so that maybe they’ll believe in themselves more. i guess i’ve been too focused on helping others and not focused enough on helping myself. somethimes, though, i feel like i don’t deserve to help myself…but if i’m going to get through this year, i’m going to have to believe in myself and my ablities. (this possibly also means finding what i believe in)