stop procrastinating

No school for the week :) But I’ve got alot of homework to do! It’s Wednesday already, and I haven’t even begun any of my projects. I could at least get something started today.

I’ve finally, after years and years, decided to just get on with things. Doing homework last minute was always my issue. But now, I’ve started to do it straight when I get home. It’s a real relief, and I feel pretty damn good knowing it’s all over and done with, and I can actually relax my brain for a while. :)

This isn’t about anyone else. I wish people would stop telling me when to do things, always giving me deadlines and making me feel like it’s my freakin fault. I know I need to get my life on track…but idk, just the people around me are dragging me down, and it’s hard to feel in the mood to do ANYTHING. I need some serious inspiration right now. I wish I could just get everything out of the way.

My insane procrastination has caused me a huge Reality Check. After delaying a big project for a whole week, my group ended up bailing out on me, and now I’m left to complete it alone. I feel sick with stress. If only I’d have gotten done much earlier, I wouldn’t be in this mess. Clearly, I need to get my head down and focus more than ever before. I’m not getting my priorites straight. School needs to come first, and to be honest, it’s the last thing I want to think about. I need to start doing better, or else I will be in a lot of trouble.

I felt so much better after getting all my work done. It may have took me a long time, but it really pays off. I felt as though a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders! Now, everytime I get homework, I’ll just do it the night it’s set, that way, I’ll have more time to do fun stuff. =) Common sense I guess, but for a stubborn person like me, I’ve only just realized how much better I can feel.

I miss liking school. Back when I was like, 10, I used to love school. Lol. We never got much homework, so it was actually exciting to get it and I’d do it first thing when I got home. Since High School, I’ve hated school. The homework has piled on and on and on. I do it last minute, or even the morning before. It’s pathetic, I know. My parents are freaking out and seriously think I have some kind of problem. I don’t, I just really, really can’t be bothered :)

And that’s the problem in it’s self.

Yet again, I’ve left my important homework till the day before it’s due. I’m an idiot, and I know it.

Get Homework Done
Clean Bedroom
Buy Christmas Presents (I still haven’t…)
Organize everything for school.

There, it doesn’t look like alot. But the amount of homework and the state my room is in, make it alot.

It’s keeping me a lot more organized and focused on getting my work done. I have Math Homework due in on Monday. I better get to it.

I have a TON of homework to get through, and now my weekend is gonna be taken up by it. I should do the homework the night I get it….But I’m just not that smart.