play violin more

omg, i said id start playing again almost a year ago, yet here i am, still not playing. i miss it. i miss being good at it, and getting that sense of achievement when you play a piece through perfectly, and just the feeling i get when im playing. i have to give my violin back soon though, it was only on a sort of loan to me, but its so lovely, and hand made and just ace. i want to keep it, but i cant, and i havent got another one, and i dont know what im going to do when i have to give it back. :(. this is actually quite upsetting me. i should stop now.

i used to play so much when i was younger, and i really enjoyed it, but in the last few years ive just not had the time…or not bothered to make the time. and i know i couldve been so much better if id just practiced more. so im going to make a conscious effort to make time for practice, especially now its summer, and i have nothing better to do.