get pregnant again

We’ve been TTC for the past two months now. Last month we got a BFN, but I wasn’t sad. This month is the month I was expecting our son. I’ve got mixed feelings about conceiving. On the one hand, I’d love to have a child. On the other hand, I am scared. However, the former seems to take more place in my life than the latter.

I was asked by a friend if I’d resent the baby if I got pregnant this month or would it be more special. I really don’t know. I think I’ll take things as they come.

Our gynaecologist gave us good news on the 29th of January. Seeing there was nothing in either my blood or the placenta which pointed to a reason for the miscarriage, we can start TTC again when we are emotionally ready. Now, time to get emotionally ready.

We were expecting a child (who would be due in May), but at my 18 week 5 day check up, we found out that the baby had passed away in my womb. After labour was induced a day later, we found out it was a boy and named him Yannick. He’s now in Heaven with his three cousins and my grandmother. May he rest in peace and play well in the Lord’s garden.