Leave the house more

Haven’t had time to post about my comings and goings lately, but
still going strong with this! Yay! :)

I was very good at staying out of the house last week! :D
And this week has started pretty nicely as well,
my class had a little evening event called Svenska Natten and it was fun to spend time with them.
(Though I did think it was pretty peculiar that basically none of them realized that I had a blond wig on – instead they just thought that I had yet again changed my hair. :D)

I haven’t been too outgoing lately. :/
I’ve just gone to university by bus, perhaps went grocery shopping a few times and then pretty much just come straight back home. I’ve been tired and unsocial, I haven’t even seen my friends that much.
This needs to change. I’ve always been a “home mouse” as my mum likes to call it, but something has to happen with this. I need to distract myself, keep myself busy with nice things so that I wouldn’t brood as much as I have been brooding this past month or so.

Tonight I went for a short walk, my mother suggested it after I had started crying while we were on the phone. The walk did make me feel a bit better, not a whole lot but every little thing counts.
It was also nice to see my friend Ansku, she came over and left for a party with my room mate about two hours ago. I probably could have gone with them but I just didn’t feel like it, I’m tired and sick-ish and frustratingly tied to a book. (Plus: I’m not into girls so maybe a gay party wouldn’t have been exactly my place. :D)