find a church

The congregation is small, extremely small. Not what I was looking for. And yet, it felt right. Good. And it made me remember I am there for spiritual reasons, not what the church has to offer socially. All of that is just a bonus. It felt good. And it made me remember- life is not all about me. I think I’ll be back next Sunday.

One thing that is holding me back is that I get shy. It is hard going someplace new. And then sometimes people kind of descend on you. I just have to be brave.

I always wind up having plans on Sunday. And I have family out of state, and I go there a lot, that is something that I want to do a lot. But I also need to start making church a priority, even if I’m not getting there every week, or it is never going to happen. There is also a part of me that finds reasons not to go, because I am shy, and it is new people. But I have to go, I think I need to go.

It felt right, it felt good. I would have liked a little bigger congegation, but it is summertime there is probably more the rest of the year. I think I’ll go again.