get the love of my life back

the love of my life and i met in 7th grade we have been off and on ever since, a year before his mission we dated very seriuosly and when he left to india for a two year missionn for our church he wrote me and broke up with me becasue it was to hard to serve 100% and be thinking about me. he comes home in one year and I want to get him back he is the only boy i have ever loved.