be thin

I was at about 108 a couple of months ago, but I’m up to nearly 13 pounds. Ugh. I REALLY would love to get down to 100 or below . . . I always exercise hard, but then justify eating more. And I moved this month so I think stress bumped my weight up even more. HELP. All the girls in my family are stick thin and I hate my self around them and can only think about my thighs and arms, etc. Advice?

Everyone around me is hot and thin. My sisters, friends, everyone. Everyone says, you don’t need to lose weight, you look great. But I don’t. In a swimsuit . . . gross. I hate my arms and thighs. Luckily my stomach is naturally tiny, but how do I get rid of my curves? I am currently 5’2 and approximately 108 pounds. Ideally I would be around 96 pounds. I know I need to cut my calories from 1500 to something lower. I also love sweets . . .ouch I know. I have been trying for two years now, although I was almost 130. Yay for losing some right. I’m a vegan and I exercise like crazy so what more can I do? Grrr! I need help before I get into eating disorder mode. I would rather lose weight in a fairly healthy way because starvation sucks.