live a peaceful life

Today I went for a walk through the town belt – I love walking through trees. Some of the walk looks over the sea – it’s beautiful and peaceful and makes me feel very lucky that I’m living in NZ.

I had the worst day ever. I had a massive arguement with my ex – my son Felix’s father. It was awful and made me feel very emotionally fragile. I have gone through so much shit with him and I’m at the end of my tether. It makes me so cross that he STILL, after 5 years of not being with him, has the ability to ruin my day and make me feel awful. Soooooo..today was not peaceful.

This weekend gone was fantastic and so relaxing. I drove up north, the weather was beautiful, I watched the sunset on the beach. It was great. It was peaceful, loving and just what I needed.