survive my long distance relationship

i survived as i am here with her now…

Whatever happens next s destiny

SO excited

So am I!

Exactly 1 week 1 day until i see her pretty face! YAY!

I will be going to stay with her for 3 months. I leave my job this month and leave on the 30th June…

3 months….90 days…together

worth it…

:)

where she lives in NC and no1 wouldve heard from her again she says…

But she stayed…
She forgave me.
Shes still my baby.

Rocky again huh…?

hurt my feelings yesterday…

i hate phones.

How did i end up hurting her feelings once again…

:(

She doubts that we will make it…

sigh

How many days till June 30th?

is driving me crazy but i have to put up with it. We both hate it yet we’re both in love with each other.
I hate the fact that im in a different country on the other side of the world. I hate the fact that the time zones suck. and i also hate the fact that i dont get to wake up and fall asleep next to her..

Its frustrating…
Its not even like we can get legally married in the States so i can get a visa over there to be with her and even if i could how long would i have to wait?

These ups and downs, trials and tribulations have been an experience and a half!

Yet i wouldnt wanna be with or do this with any one else.

I just cant stand the distance.

Its starting to drive me crazy.

I just dont know what to do anymore…

Ive decided to quit my job this summer to spend 3 months with her.
We plan to go Cali and other states for the whole time that should be exciting…
Its something im looking forward to, and i cant look back… coz times a changin’.
I need my baby, my soulmate, my other half my best friend. Shes not here though.

I’m not there.
<3

I’m sorry